Friday, November 06, 2009

my first year in NTU... hectic. rushing everytime and no time to really take a break. almost every weekends study with buddies. every tutorial i will try to complete, or at least attempt to do it. lab is killer, don't really know wat to expect. end of year 1, tired... but satisfied coz i got the grades i wanted. really feel good that time.

second year in NTU... more busy. more labs. but i think i really coped well. the labs were killing me in year 2, tutorial... got time do no time skip. im glad i have frens ard me that we help each other. though results dropped a little, i just felt good. DDP was something i will always remember... the stupid micromouse that we did. but seeing the mouse move and follow the line is so satisfying...

third year in NTU... abit short becoz of IA. really enjoyed the times i had at PwC. the pple over there really treat me well. though there are still some freaks out there working ard u. but overall, my department are really nice pple. u can nv have 2 hour lunch break at other place de lor.

start of my fourth year... realised that some frens around me no longer take the same core modules as i am, see them lesser also. realised some frens are no longer the type that says "come on lets chiong together". they slack off, dun put in as much effort in group assignments. i felt abit dulan bout how irresponsible pple are when they just wanna slack off. Im not saying all are like that... but thats the general feel i get now. i eat alone mostly for lunch n dinners, study alone, and sometimes attend lectures alone. not a veri good feeling.. but i think i will get used to it...

really wanna get over and done with assignments and exams. i noe pple often complain bout how working life sucks, but im really not enjoying uni life. aiya the grass is always greener on the other side ma... wait till i work u will see my blog full of complains bout overloaded work...

what we could have been, 1:16 AM.

Monday, October 19, 2009

i wonder when was the last time i blew my temper on the court... have to be some years back.

fucked up day...

what we could have been, 3:30 AM.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

after getting my ippt silver, im unfit again. my last 2.4 run was the ippt in september. i know saying no time to train and run is juz an excuse... aiya juz not determined enough la.

FYP is driving me crazy. year 4 is super boring super sianz. no more new frens coming into my life.. i find myself having lesser n lesser frens. frens that i care about, frens that care about me. what to do? i also dunno... if only i am in school with all my buddies =)

FML

what we could have been, 12:14 AM.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

I seriously cant wait for my uni life to be over la... what are school holidays when u need to work for FYP during these periods. the stupid FYP making my last year so miserable. only the 3rd week of school... im stress liao la. i dunno what to expect nx semester lor... im working so hard becoz of the second upper class which is about to drop to second lower.

sianz la... hate working on weekends!

just a lil more...

what we could have been, 4:33 PM.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009

some things are not the same anymore... its like a missing piece in the jigsaw. it happened a few times already...

its quite obvious what he is doing, at least to me. what can i do? nothing... i can only say what i feel. even after i told u how i felt, u said u dunno what im thinking.

mayb u r right... not to let someone be a priority in ur life. u have ur own options too...

the trust is no longer there anymore...

what we could have been, 12:42 AM.

Thursday, July 02, 2009

i wonder how its like to travel alone... like travel alone for a few weeks. would it be fun? i've nv even tried watching a movie alone. should try catching a movie alone sometime.

i have a dream, a dream i knew that can never come true.

what we could have been, 2:14 AM.

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

this is the 20th week of my IA. just submitted my final report and also the log book. finally ah.. spent so much time doing the last min changes. i noe its not a veri well done report, but still im hoping to get an A for this attachment. 2 more weeks to go and i will be having my holiday. im looking forward to the end of IA. not that i dun like the work environment, just that i dun have much frens over there. i am like the quiet guai guai type over there. mayb its my own problem la.. communication skills not good enuff.

confidence level has been quite low recently. mayb im thinking too much and together with the stress of the final report. im juz glad that the report is completed.

count down to taiwan...

what we could have been, 12:00 AM.